Yeah. I don't care anymore if I have Mono. I wan t a job. I'm tired of not doing anything but coughing and blowing my nose all day. So this afternoon I'm going to fill out an application for the Saratoga ARC and try to get a few hours a week there until I'm feeling better and then possibly work there full time if they'll give me the hours. I'm ( Read more... )

Wow.

Over at my mom's house taking care of my little brother so that I can get money for gas for my car granted I drove it all over the place on empty and it's probably about to run out of gas within the next few miles worth of driving. Last night wasn't too bad. Hung out with friends down in Clifton Park and made fun of the nasty porn on the Playboy ( Read more... )

Kind of uneventful days, although very enjoyable for the most part. Of course, still sick. Been having a good time around the house though. Had the best hot chocolate of my life this morning. Had an awesome dinner tonight. Hanging out... surprise, surprise.

Last night was... odd... to say the least.

This morning... very very very early... was one of the best points of my life. One of the best conversations with one of the best human beings I've ever met saying some of the most amazing, uplifting, postive things that have ever been said to me. I am so grateful for the people in my life at this point ( Read more... )

Go to Wikipedia, enter in your birthdate (sans year), post three events, two births and one death ( Read more... )

Sometimes I want to hit myself as hard as I can in the face. I frustrate myself to no end at points. Even concerning things that are *entirely* out of my control. I feel like my timing in talking to people about things is impeccable when it comes to be completely wrong. I am someone who is probably actually more aware than most of the fact that ( Read more... )

So yeah... I tested positive for Mono. Rock on shitty immune system. And now I'm going to go back to sleep since I cannot stay awake to save my life.

Yeah. So what I said about my family compared to my friends just proved itself to be entirely true. As I said, my friends have been taking care of me constantly for the past few days, whether it was filling my perscriptions, buying me food for my sore throat, giving me back rubs, cooking me soup, buying cough drops, giving me a bed to sleep in - ( Read more... )

Oh God.

Ugh.

I just got like, 2 hours of very broken sleep... full of very awful dreams because I FORGOT to take my stupid anti-nightmare medicine. And I feel like shit so for the past 1/2 hour of those 2 hours I coughed like crazyI don't even want to try to go back to sleep but I really, really should. Oh dammit my dreams were horrible. Really ( Read more... )