Oh... hehe... and Justin showed me this which had me laughing hysterically:

The Emo Song

Right now really sucks. I'm by myself, my tummy hurts, I have my period and I'm bored and awake. And I have no cigs.

Suck. Suck. Suck.

And I just found out more bad news that is managing to even further provoke what is starting to turn into blind rage.

Today was a little easier. I really enjoy spending the time that I am with my friend while I still can. Last night was a lot of fun, Justin and I watched Courage the Cowardly Dog episodes and then got beef jerky and a Nutrageous bar and listened to the Talking Heads in my car. It was very theraputic hehe ( Read more... )

The past few days, have been several incredibly sad days ( Read more... )

Worked on Friday. Work all next week. Wretched job for low wages, but whater - it's cash in my pocket in two weeks and God knows I need it badly. I babysat tonight for my mom for $20.00 so that's a little bit of money at least so I know for sure that I can smoke for two more days. Woohoo. Oh the safety net I have. Then again, it is what I get ( Read more... )

Things have been pretty interesting lately. I managed to get myself in a pretty bad state of mind that carried through several days and is just finally passing today. I once again have energy and motivation and happiness. I was feeling pretty down due to many things, most of which I won't mention, but partially just due to stress and lack of ( Read more... )

Things are still going well. I got all of my things moved into the apartment in Cohoes so that's cool - my own bedroom again!!! :) We've all just been hanging out around the apartment a lot watching movies and listening to music and stuff like that. My room looks cool, like my rooms usually do, due to excess decoration, hehe ( Read more... )

I cut off a lot of my hair and it looks really cute :) I'm very, very pleased.

Been having a lot of fun lately, so life is pretty damn good.

That is all.

Last night was pretty fun :) Well... okay, yesterday in general was pretty fun.

Hm... trying to remember the earlier parts of it. My short term memory is more or less crap so that's always a little difficult. Let's see... oh yeah. Yesterday afternoon Justin and magickalfool and I took my little brother to Congress Park in Saratoga for the afternoon. ( Read more... )

My grandmother died... which is pretty depressing. So today hasn't been the best of days. It's not nearly as hard as my grandfather's death from over a year ago, but no death in the family is easy. Luckily, Justin was here when I got the news so I had someone to talk to. Then he and my little brother proceeded to fight off Nazi-zombie-squirrels ( Read more... )