last two digits of weight: 9.0
lost: 60 lbs (total), 5 lbs (last few days)

just spent another four days/three nights in the psych ward.

two new meds, higher dosage of my original med.

in tears again.

i can't handle this.

last two digits of weight: 4.0

lost: 2 lbs

last two digits of weight: 6.0 ( Read more... )

said something that made all too much sense; am now overcome with the sudden and intense desire to fuck tony.

will be m.i.a. for the next several days.

last two digits of weight: 0.0 (i love that it says that again. pneumonia is good for not eating, coughing is good exercise ( Read more... )

my hair is falling out.
i can't keep down so much as water.

by the time i reach "thin", i'm going to be terribly ugly anyway.

04/27- went to the bar, got massively drunk ( Read more... )

i bought myself two plants today.

and two packs of cigarettes. which are almost gone.

my throat hurts and i spent part of my evening telling my spider plant how much i miss my best friend (it HAS occurred to me that it's my fault everyone eventually hates me, even though i'm not the one who wants it that way) while i transplanted it into a pretty ( Read more... )