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waiting for pictures from A to load unto the crappy slow computer. three pictures, 2.5 mb each. hmm. apparently of "things in afghanistan", but i can't promise anything because I CAN'T SEE THEM YET ( Read more... )

getting the dark broken-blood-vessel circles around my eyes again. and frequent nosebleeds. and lightheadedness.

other than that, i'm fine. lost four or five lbs in the last couple days.

yay for progress.

i actually, successfully, made up with a.

i made $200 today. doing almost nothing.

who wants me to visit them for my birthday???

attempting to make up with A, since she's the first person i stopped talking to.

phase one.

i want my $4000 check.

i want to buy myself some sanity.

anyone want to come along for the ride?

my best/only friend hates me.

so i yelled at you because i'm fucking crazy and psychotic and maybe just a little bit because i wanted someone to yell at at the moment (even if that someone wasn't you). whatever the reason was doesn't matter- i yelled at you and i shouldn't have. i yelled at you when i knew better and didn't even want to yell at you in the first place ( Read more... )

woke up this morning with a small pond of blood on my pillow. which meant the entire right side of my head was covered in it. i'm beginning to think i have a brain tumor. (no, seriously. explains the going-crazy and non-starvation-related-vision-problems and twitchy hand and such. unless that's all aftermath from the major childhood head injury.) ( Read more... )