Welllllllllllll what a fuckin day the only good thing band practice that was fuckin awsome now for the fun

Well first things firts no sunday report card came i have not release to look forward to. I am not sure what i am goin to do with all of this anger inside of me and it is my fault. I am the failure there is nothin i can do about it. I mean ( Read more... )

Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo it has been rough latley i am holding on. But friends are the reason that i am still hear and a lot of thinking and the terror cd about a thousand time. But anyway i get to see them on sunday and that will be the turning point for me. I will be the happiest kid for weeks after that but any way.

I have to go so ( Read more... )

Why is this happening again why am i comeing undone. I am happy or i think i am i mean it is just really bad. My school life is a mess and i cannot handle it. I have SAT's this weekend which really sucks the stress i have is way to much it is taking over me. I am really in the mood to give it up and just get away form this life my family the ( Read more... )

Why is it that the people closest to you always put you down the hardest

So today what kewl and it sucked at the same time. I left school early so i could go the the hospital and find out my rib is cracked and i cannot do shit for a while. But any way besides that the weather sucks i want sunday to come so badly eventhough i cannot dance at all. But any way me and Monica talked last night things are goin good we are ( Read more... )

so practice went ok on friday the are some things that need to be fixed like myself and that was it. So anyway  me and Zach chilled friday night and he slept over very cool kid. Yesturday i almost died at drivers ed and that kind of sucked. Me and zach just hung around the house yesturday and he left around 4:30. It kinda sucked that he could not ( Read more... )

I fuckin hate this weather it is so bad. But anyway today is practice and than chillin with zach it sould be a fuckin blast. But i hope we get some shit done today.

But i hope the weather gets better so i am not so fuckin tired

And i think that, that is it for now

tomorrow practice cannot wait saturday monica and a show

but for no i give u this thought

If u give yourself a chance u may do somethin u never thought u could and that feellin can change u for ever

now just think about that and tell me what u got out of it

So what a night I had. I started to get ready for leep around 8 30. THat will never happen again I feel like i never went to sleep last night and that sucks i am so tired. I have work today, not sure about tomorrow, friday band practice i cannot wait for that. Saturday is NORA and The Legacy Virus that should be fun hang out with some old friends ( Read more... )

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