well this is my last entry under this name but i have a new one

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Well I want the weekend but it is only monday. Any who I want BAND PRACTICE SO BAD, but we will see what happens but it better happen. But what else hmmmmmmmmmm this is really pointless but I am so goddam bored.

LIST ONE THING THAT U WOULD LIKE TO DO WITH ME AND PUT THIS IN YOUR JOURNAL AND SEE WHAT PEOPLE THINK

Ouch that is the first thing that comes to mind. Last night was intense BURY YOUR DEAD where fuckin amazing and i am happy I got to see them. But maybe it was not worth all of the pain. But any way me and zach had a goof time. SORYY ABOUT MISSING YOUR PARTY KELLY IT LOOKED REALLY FUN. But back to school tomorrow that blows. WITH HONOR friday I am ( Read more... )

Time and time again I try to say that it is goin to get better and it never really does. Well now it is that is right the year is rapping up the grades are goin up and my time in school is goin to finally payed off. Summer is alomost heat i am happy about that time away form school I am always happy. But any way I got the whole hair cut sporting a ( Read more... )

Well i just woke up and the last time i looked at the clock it was 2:30 that is the fuckin wierdest thing. But any way I think I am sick and I took Nyquil so now i am all groggy and I wanna just do nothing. But that is not goin to happen ( Read more... )

Hmmmmmmmmm, what a weekend yesterday sucked I had to go to a funneral but i did get to eat white castle so that made up for the bad day. Saturday night was a little differnt but it was fun. I hung out with joel and we went to a little thang at a temple and saw ambition free good times. After that we and jole walked into town it was great, we got ( Read more... )

So last night was fun hung out with anthony and zach watched family guy all last night that was hilarious. But any way today sach left aroung 8:45 this morning that was kinda gay, I did not work there was no drivers ed and i just sat down cleaned my room have to  finish that and just realaxed. Tomorrow is mothers day exciting i have to work that is ( Read more... )

Hmmmmmmmmm, the weather outside is so nasty. It feels like it is a monday i did not want to get out of bed this morning. But besides that this weekend is goin to be boring i wanna do something tonight maybe see a movie that would be fun. But besides that yesturday was the resturant at tech and i was there all day that was fun and i got to cook all ( Read more... )

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Well um not sure what to say i mean life is like a never ending book that u read for the first time. It is so complicated and you never can figure out what is goin to happen next that is the most uneasy felling. One minute i am am up on top of the word and the nest minute i do not want to do shit cus that is what i feel ( Read more... )

Hey I am alive i did not just disapear off the face of the earth. But any way i am in a lot of trouble and i am confused. I am afraid that i really do not know who i am and that is affecting me a lot i mean i am not sure how to run my life off of that thought. But i would like to thank everyone for caring so much that helped a lot. And i should be ( Read more... )