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hellie_may

add it or die!!!

xoxo

ahhh yes well my disguise plan was foiled. i went from motley blonde, to motley red/pink (looked like i was auditioning for a van halen tribute show, very amusing) to dark brown/black.
now my hair is falling out in clumps.
next time i decide to attempt anything like this, please slap me and tell me to buy a wig.
xoxo

with a moderate amount of luck, i'm about to have blonde hair. (or miranda red, whichever one i can be bothered to do first...)
xoxo

think i'll go eat worms...

it was early, he was buying. sucking down shots and cigarettes trying to see how much i could fit in. he said he didn't drink to remember, he drank to forget. i thought, i remember. i don't want to, but i have to. these memories must be bought and paid for with pain. i drank to sleep. not to forget. thirteen and digging through my drawers through ( Read more... )

a motel shower in the middle of nowhere. it came out of nowhere. crouching on the cold tiles "i love my life i love my life i love my life, like a fucking disease". its so filthy and abrasive and let's face it, in the scheme of things, pretty much useless. but that doesn't stop you from holding it next to you when you are cold. i just want it NOW. ( Read more... )

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I read the piece of paper you gave me and I folded it neatly and put it in my pocket. Because maybe I want to believe in it. Maybe I don't deserve the opinion I hold of myself. Maybe I should believe that yr just doing the best thing for me, and I should cherish yr advice and hold it close to my heart on a cold night. Maybe I should think about ( Read more... )