Yesterday me and Katie got to go on a date!! it was so awesome. 1st we went to seaworld with her family and had a blast. We also have year round passes now so were soo going back. Then after that we went to universal skating center and met up with some friends. It dosen't get any better then skating hand in hand with the girl of your dreams. Then ( Read more... )

Life is generally spectacular but a lil stressful. My friends are sooo awesome I don't know how I would survive without em'. so thanks so much!!! well I g2g study for exams...grrrr...Friday is going to kick butt! YAY..ok I'm good.

WOW is it just me or have the last 2 sevices at ThElement been phenomenal. I'm so greatful for such a great place to go and thrive on everything that he has given me. I mean some of the people there I don't care for but God has showed me how to care for even those whom I dislike at timez. I hope more services to come are as heart moving as the past ( Read more... )

There are so many ways that things could work out. Not much seems to be in my hands. The puzzle pictures could make so many different pictures. It's so hard to see how things are going to work out. I want things to be a certain way but I'm sure that what ever happens in life is for a reason and it is how God plans it to be. Sat. was FBA which was ( Read more... )

I've been crying over her a lot today...I just feel like I lost my best friend and so much more. I don't understand so many things right now. I wonder if she could ever understand just how much I've always loved her. I just miss the passion we used to share for each other. I feel like I still have it for her and that her passion for me died a while ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just wish that I could go back in time to be able to lock lips with her one last time. to be able to see her look at me like she used to again. I am trying so hard to move on for both of us my heart is having a very difficult time with it. I guess it's just wierd because so many things don't make any sense to me. She was the best thing ( Read more... )

I just feel really sad because I wanted to experience and share so much more with her and I was no where near ready to loose her.

Today was fun but still hard for me. I still love her with the same passion and as much as I'm trying not to be I'm still head over heals for her. I wish I could fall out of love with her because well it is what she wants. IDK I mean I know it would be easyer for me if I didn't still love her but that dosen't mean that I want to. I just wish things ( Read more... )

I hope someday I will get my heart back. I hope someday I will fully get over her. My brain tells me I want nothing to do with her after what she did to me but my heart still remembers "us" like yesterday. No matter how much I want it to it wont let her go. it wont give up and move on. I'm trying so hard to be rid of her in my heart to yern her no ( Read more... )

I feel so empty feel so lossed. I just can't keep on living life like this. If I was so good to her then how can she do this. How can she possibly justify what she is doing. does she not see it breaking me down inside. She is killing every little poece of me. I don't feel like I will ever hate anyone but to be honest what I feel for her is as close ( Read more... )