been preparing for the move lately. there are lots of boxes to fill and stuff in the blue pickup truck. lts of little things to do that seem can only be completed with massive intake of caffeine and a fear of failure. fear of failure as motivation tangent: when it comes to talking to girls in bars, one should fear being without a woman more ( Read more... )

Today I was sifting through old boxes and I came across a notebook I had written in long ago when I first moved to Ireland. My words were so full of emotion I couldn't believe it. It seems emotions have been dying in me over the years, and I shudder at how far things have gone before I knew what it was to actually feel. boxes and boxes of ( Read more... )

beyond recording time, in memories there are the piling of experiences into a personality. One must cater their experience to building positive impressions of self and in so doing, create a reflection of society further emboldening positive outcomes. It is essential to carefully choose those who one interacts with, and carefully audit activities ( Read more... )

Unfulfillment is overcoming all other things lately. Bored of where i live, what im doing who i talk to, where i go what i do, all of it. Its not just that i need a vacation, or a change of scenery, i want a new life. I want to trade it all in, i want to sell all my junk, move to someplace else, and surround myself with newness. Maybe florida- ( Read more... )

BOCKFEST February 17th!

robots.

I wish i was a damn robot sometimes.

they just do.

I asked for slavery, and that is what i got ( Read more... )

dear diary, it has been maybe 4 months since my last entry...you wouldnt believe how much things have changed. for one, im living in my parents house, not really working, spend evry night reading, and drinking lots of beers on the weekend. what has changed in the past few months? NOTHING ( Read more... )

scabby rash; a patchwork of crust and blood ( Read more... )

30 minutes ago my beloved dog Monster gave up the ghost, the black worms of cancer finally one its battle within the fragile creatures meat body. its meaty monster guts were overun, and the breaths drawn from the large mouth of the beast got shorter and shorter over the course of several hours. it drew its lasp gasp of air and its furry shell ( Read more... )