I find myself being very insecure as of late, but as I am when I get in these moods I mount all evidence to my side. And there seems to be a lot of evidence. I guess it's hard for me to ask for what I give, when I try to give all that I've got. I guess to me that's just natural, and if you say you want it as much as you do, why does it never come ( Read more... )

No one wants to be alone kids. Even if it means being on the phone with someone. But I really couldn't even get that. Hell, I couldn't even get a promise for a later phone call. Which is what I wanted in the first place ( Read more... )

I never really thought I would be one of those people. The kind of girl friend that is obsessively thinking about her boyfriend....all the time

I really do try to hide it. And for the most part I think I do a pretty good job... But lately I've been freaking out about it. All I want to do is be with him, and then I think that that would probably ( Read more... )

So it was brought to my attention that I'm "such a romantic person". This took me by surprise. Mainly because I try not to let other people see that side of me. I guess in a way I find it a weakness, and I've only been recently accepting it as ok to let other people see that side of me. Maybe that's why I feel like I'm constantly missing something ( Read more... )

Too much rolling around these days ( Read more... )

Today I got a jones fortune that simply stated: "You have artistic talent. Do something creative."

Does anyone else find that slightly amusing?

All I want right now, is a hug. And no one here knows how to hug nor do they know that there doesn't need to be a reason to hug. That it's not an event, it's an activity. It's how you show love, comfort, and general contentness with that person. Maybe the latter is the problem. No one here is content with me as a friend and a person. So what kind ( Read more... )

So lately... really ever since I've come to school, I haven't had any private time. I don't have to hole myself in my room to get away from my roommate... So talking on the phone just doesn't happen. I'm also ALWAYS with friends. Which is good for here... but I feel that it's bad for home relationships. The thing is that I like being surrounded by ( Read more... )

No contact makes me emo.

Oh, and uh, I have a shit ton to pack.

Maybe I'm just selfish. A lot actually ( Read more... )