Valentine's Day 2005...
Today is a holiday invented by greeting card companies to make people feel like crap.I hope everyone that has someone is happy. I'm gonna feel like crap. My someone is gone. Whether we'll ever see each other again I don't know ( Read more... )

Just got out of my second day of school. It seems doable this time. I don't have Kelly here to help me through, but I'm slightly less distracted than I was last time I tried college. Psychology is friggin boring as hell. The teachers one of those types that just puts shit on the projector and talks. He thinks he's funny, but I didn't hear ( Read more... )

I need to move on. I know this. Everybody's told me... I know I need to. Just move on, not let go, not forget. There's no way I'd let go my feelings. There's no way I'll forget. But moving on... it sounds so easy ( Read more... )

I told Cassandra that I'm still in love with Kelly. I told her that over the past year my feeling for Kelly have not diminished at all. I don't think they ever will. I believe in the whole one person for everyone thing. And I believe Kelly is the one person for me. How do you move on from that? I don't want to move on from that. She makes me ( Read more... )

Well.... I got caught up in it.... so here's 60 songs. How many do you know ( Read more... )

Only 10:24 am and I'm already bored as hell. Days off suck. I can't wait for school to start. I'm scared as shit about school. Will I do well this time? Or will I just continue to be a fuck-up... I lost $100 somewhere. Not really lost, I spent it. I don't know where. I really shouldn't have a debit card. UGH ( Read more... )

I've been with Cassandra for about a month. We have fun together ( Read more... )

I went to the park where Kelly and I used to go. I said goodbye to Hannah, Merce, and Nikolas. I don't even know why I went there, but I couldn't turn around. I had to say goodbye I guess. Get passed all that pain. Maybe I'll be ready to move on. Maybe I can handle being just friends now. It's something I want ( Read more... )

If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal

...yeah, again... cause I've had her on my mind a lot the last few days

I got a very nice -- and very unexpected -- phone call today. I was super happy to hear from her :). She sounds like she's doing well, but she talks like she's dieing. We had a great conversation though. Talked for like 20-30 minutes. We laughed. I'm glad she called. I hope we can try to be friends now. She's over me, and I'm starting to ( Read more... )