if you're reading this and you're in the gulf-coast area...GET THE FUCK OUT BY THURSDAY! seriously.

i never update this anymore. possibly because i never have time to do anything besides work and sleep. but very soon college is getting thrown in the mix. i'm pretty excited actually. i'm still playing guitar...so if you're a drummer then come talk to me. i'm very proud of amanda. she finally graduated like i knew she would all along. i love you. ( Read more... )

I might as well not have a car. I hate it so much.

i got my license and my car recently. already had to fix the water pump and i've got lots more to fix before it'll be in "good condition". i love you amanda. i was soooooooooooooooooo happy to see you. tackling me and rippin' my pants....tsk tsk tsk. i love it. fEaR aNd LoAtHiNg In LaS vEgAs

blue rose. but yeah...all alone here in the apartment. just got off of the phone with amanda and i'm sure that i'm about to go to bed. clean face. i'm sorry for being weird on the phone tonight. it wasn't towards you...i'm just in a weird mood tonight. just one of those days where everything kind of feels off-center. i know i'll be content in the ( Read more... )

wall boosters galore. anyhow...i don't want to be awake right now but damn it...insomnia seems constant this time of year. i go to sleep, wake up...and then i'm for ever so long only to get a little bit of sleep in the long run. i hate it. but yeah...got a lot of stuff going on at the moment. amanda only has a little bit of school left. after she ( Read more... )

so christmas day was pretty...extraordinarily ordinary. things are just weird i guess. i miss amanda badly. i spent a good deal of christmas by myself. not so bad i guess. i've got a big surprise for cody in the morning. i hope he likes it as much as i think he will. i'm sick of being sick...and of whining on the internet. good day.

whooooooaaaaaaa bitch. it has been a long time since i've updated this bad baby boy. it's not that things haven't been happening. it's just that the longer i go without updating...the more i find this journal obsolete. i used to write in here when i was upset and it really never even helped. the only thing this journal is really good for is when ( Read more... )

my stomach hurts really bad every so often. i don't understand it. but anyways...lots of work lately. i had a lot of time with amanda too THANK GOD! i always have so much fun with you when you come. i love you. i missed DH and between the buried and me tonight. suck. the next concert i will be attending will be ED MOTHAFUCKIN GEIN!!! can't wait for ( Read more... )

i hate being so damned contemplative. i'm supposed to be in bed. i said i was going back to sleep...but i can't. my back hurts too much and i've got way too much on my mind anyways. i act on impulse so much. i wonder if i've messed things up and haven't realized it yet. i hate when i doubt all of my actions. and then i just start rambling in this ( Read more... )