well its leave soon and im nervous lol im meeting zachs whole family man am i scared... we got the field on sun. we dont get a weekend off till we leave. we still got the conex to pack which will leave by friday and then the rest of the companys gettin back tomorrow from graf so it will be a long day and im sick so that sucks but i passed my pt ( Read more... )

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this is all bullshit

ok so life is offically sucking im broke for the next two weeks literally im fucked roally and me and zach are fighting(something stupid) so this night jsut keeps getting fucking awsome i dont knwo whats wrong with metoday i ave been on nerve... i feel like im inadequete and retarded today and ive been taking it out on him i feel awful but u know ( Read more... )

smoked a cigarette - 2 packs a day ( Read more... )

ok im better from yesterday that shit just pissed me off but im good....i miss zach i couldnt sleep last night so i ended watching like 4 movies it was a long night. i go home today i dont really know if i even want to anymore...just having the people u love and think r ur friends talk so much shit like that hurts alot but whatever its all good. ( Read more... )

FUCK YOU ALL FROM HOME i didnt know you all hated me so much but you know what for not telling me and jsut toying me along you can all just burn in hell and i hope im right there next to you to make sure you have the worst after life ever fuck you all i thought you were my friends but it seems that right after i broke up with amir everyone hated me ( Read more... )

hey everybody wow its been awhiole ok so update on me lets see going on leave tomrrow due to a death in the family i will miss my granfather...umm i started working the road and the say im the best ojter they have out of the like 12 of us from our plt so im pretty proud of the lol NOT i hate the road it sucks but oh well i was supposed to go to the ( Read more... )

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ok so i have pink eye and a sinus infection and a fucked up leg oh well im all fucked up lol but ok im going to go ill update more later love and miss you all