"I thought my ideas were so clear. I wanted to make an honest film. No lies whatsoever. I thought I had something so simple, so simple to say. Something useful to everybody. A film that could help bury forever all those dead things we carry within ourselves. Instead, I'm the one without the courage to bury anything at all. And now I'm utterly ( Read more... )

Making Christmas, making Christmas is so fine...

In all seriousness, I'm on my parents' recently connected slow-ass dialup just to drop by and wish you all an especially splendid holiday of whatever stripe suits you best.

I hope you all make snow-men whom you pretend to be Parson Brown.

Things I am good at, in no particular order:

1. Remembering things that are of no importance or real significance.
2. Complaining
3. Bullshitting
4. Putting my foot in my mouth
5. Buying gifts for people
6. Taking things personally/self pity
7. Striking out, arms flailing madly, with girls

I do this last on an INTERNATIONAL level.

( Read on for a story and musings )

Democracy is not something that can be imposed. That is against the definition of democracy. Democracy cannot be implemented by outsiders, or forced into place like an ill-fitting shoe. Democracy comes from the people, when the strain of NOT having democracy reaches the breaking point. It is organic. In its very essence, it is natural and develops ( Read more... )

Sometimes on the subway, observing and listening to the other passengers, it all seems to go silent for a moment except for a yelling sound...the divide between myself and everyone else yelling, yelling at me. And all I want to do, in those moments, is to yell back at it...yell and howl with all that I have inside me, contesting the screaming ( Read more... )

If I had to sum up life on Earth in one word, I'd say "balance ( Read more... )

I think that "Curricula" would be an awesome Vampire and an even better Halloween costume.

And don't you DARE take that idea from me. It's MINE! >:-0 Grrr!!

On Friday morning, it smelled like snow.

On Saturday, it did. Then The Third Man paid me a visit.

On Sunday I walked around in short sleeves and saw a glimpse of my future in The 40 Year Old Virgin.

Re: Eraserhead: Why doesn't David Lynch just make a movie of himself talking about himself while whacking off onto a few reels of film? It seems ( Read more... )

Fridays are my day for self indulgence ( Read more... )

I am a writer, a writer of fictions
I am the heart that you call home
And I've written pages upon pages
Trying to rid you from my bones