i had this idea for a lyric the other night ( Read more... )

i've been feeling less than stellar as of late ( Read more... )

i'm sick of girls disappointing me ( Read more... )

the well intentioned californian returns this tues ( Read more... )

when she called and said she couldn't come tonight... i was disappointed. i played it off as if i was nervous that no one would come for the big finale and send off for j. but really it was unsettling to know i was let down that she wouldn't be here, and that she was spending time with her exgirlfriend in the city, whom she hadn't seen for so long ( Read more... )

i think i need to call her tomorrow and leave this all important voicemail:

"um hi, sorry i'm such a lame ass can we meet for coffee after work today?"

i so need to be stupid and just put stuff out there to her. it isn't fair when the well intentioned one is out of state, and definitely not out of mind.

i think i am nonsensically digging myself into a hole ( Read more... )

well intentioned bright blue eyed californian girls are my new favorite thing...

patience* will be my mantra for the next 25 days.

*obviously not in regard to the popular GNR song of my youth.

here's to hoping this helps her spend all of may thinking of me ( Read more... )

i've been feeling like a death cab for cutie song as of late... and been listening to the like.

i guess "lack of color" seems oddly nostalgic and so relateable, not the circumstances just the intent.