I've discovered my greatest fear.

The Carpenters.

First of all, the time is completely absurd and disturbing.
Second, I don't understand how two people can smile so continously.
Third, the music is creepy in a someone-is-going-to-molest-me kind of way.

no. god no.


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my philosophy class at rcc has been enlightening on many different levels. I walk into class about 5 minutes early and I plan to review some notes quickly, just in case we have a quiz. Two male somewhat attractive students walk in ( Read more... )

china-blue.org

1. guy i like, getting married.. good thing i kept it secret. moved on from that one.
2. fell on my ass HARD whilst walking on a slippery floor. my back still hurts, and ass will be bruised. being a fat ass has its advantages, i suppose.

im sorry for whining, but my life sucks. sometimes i really hate myself

why am i so fucked up?

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Kate is..
my dearest + closest online friend. she is incredibly mature, funny and just downright awesome. I need a lj code for her to start a livejournal. please give me one. thank you.

The rose is a rose,
And was always a rose.
But now the theory goes
That the apple's a rose,
And the pear is, and so's
The plum, I suppose.
The dear only knows
What will next prove a rose.
You, of course, are a rose--
But were always a rose.

-Robert Frost

i got to get rid of this negativity. its just annoying everyone around me. whats interesting, is i have been bottling it up inside me at school and work. i'm usually one to show all my emotions, but i've been hiding it lately. the people who i have been putting it on, such as rachel, cantxstop and kate-- they have been more than tolerant. see this post as a ( Read more... )