im super pissed. about so much. and i should be. ugh.
im worried...
-that i can't connect with anyone + have any real friends.
-that im this stupid girl who just tries to act smart
-IF i go to chicago, i'll fuck up and end up crawling back to home.

ugh. someone. please. help. i just don't know what to do.

im depressed. and lonely. and stupidly sad. everyone reply and give me compliments.

im crushing on someone i shouldn't. its totally wrong. *sigh* and he's an asshole. as usual.

i'm sorry everyone. i had two people call me, and i left them in the air. when i got back from work (8-ish) i went to bed and basically just fell asleep. I was sooooo exhausted. I tried to stay awake. But my mind and body did not agree. I just woke up at about 1:00 AM. My throat feels like a small animal crawled in scratched unmercifully at my ( Read more... )

This is a very big deal to me for two major reasons. I'm a straight woman who cares deeply about homosexual rights. Moreover, I was raised episcopal. I hope this entire fiasco will bring the hypocrisy of the church to the forefront. The interesting thing about my church in comparision to Catholicism or the Baptist faith is the Episcopal church has ( Read more... )

i can't work. i can't do chicago. i can't do anything. i just can't do it. i think i might hurt myself.

I AM: a verbose, sarcastic, insecure girl ( Read more... )

kathleen@faded-morning.org >>> add me on friendster. better yet, write a testimonial.

Frankly, if you guys don't comment about the following, you really fucking suck and you are obviously a shitty friend. My dad is fucking dead and I still don't know how to cope ( Read more... )

Guess who decided to read mail addressed to me? DING DING. My mom! She got a hold of my ACT ticket and noticed I had listed Columbia College as a school I wanted ACT to send my test scores to. well ( Read more... )