I don't think my mom, aunt laura, father or maternal grandmother realize how much their words sting. Their intention was to make me tough and less arrogant. But, I was never arrogant and weak before. I don't see the point. All their verbal abuse did was make me very, very insecure. My mom also trained me to be afraid of life so I would want her ( Read more... )

this is news for all my bisexual friends. i know for a fact that you will be excited. Angelina Jolie + Clive Owen are soon to be in a movie. *sigh*. Clive is mine, folks. But go ahead, dream of Angelina.

im not really that funny or interesting. esp. since no one comments in the lj. why o why.

what makes me happy ( Read more... )

mom
is starting to get it.

mom: you realize that you didn't get me a card or even tell me happy birthday
me: i told you happy birthday.
mom: well, you didn't get me anything.
me: well...

1. How much time do you spend online each day ( Read more... )

getting in the spirit and mimicking, sevan112 i set this for you to figure out. most of these are for IRL people ( Read more... )

alright. let me explain something. i watch a lot of british television shows. a lot. moreover, my mom has called me "ducky" since i was 3. plus, being the WASP that I am, my entire family loves british culture. thus, i use much of british slang. when i say, "hello, love", its a friendly term. this term is completely void of romance or anything ( Read more... )

i feel guilty for being upset. but i am. and i want to get out of it. but im still there. and it just gets worse + worse. ugh. ugh.

UGH.nothing is worse than realizing you are fucked, but you can't do anything about it ( Read more... )

i can say this year is going to be different and everything will be fucking wonderful. but it won't. im still going to be the lazy + chubby bitch that i am. my grades will still be B's, instead of A's. I still will feel isolated, lonely, and destined to be the girl who has 8 cats. the best thing i can do is not focus on myself. all this inward shit ( Read more... )