the idea of a two sided mirror is enchanting me ( Read more... )

so much potential. there's just so much potential in my life right now ( Read more... )

I FEEL SO ALIVE ( Read more... )

this life isn't some big social experiment. facebook is not your textbook. facebook is nothing. facebook is a man mad fabrication that gives titles to everything. titles to your likes and dislikes. titles to your relations with others. it liquifies my relations with the people around me... tells me that spending a significant amount of time with ( Read more... )

bargains, revisited ( Read more... )

neil told me i was given a gift, and that i don't use it to it's fullest extent. i realize that 1% of the population at most gets this gift. and i realize that i am extremely conceited in saying that, but you must understand, that that is part of the gift ( Read more... )

for an hour of candle light. for an hour of silhouettes. for an hour of cheek against cheek and bosom against bosom. for an hour of soft pale skin of hands and feet and arms and legs and chest and stomach and chin and neck. for an hour of warmth that heats to passion.for an hour of holding and grabbing and pressing and clutching. for an hour of ( Read more... )

i want to be with the woman i wish i could be ( Read more... )

the image of someone etherized on a table is haunting me today. is she naked? does she wear a gown? does the surgeon ever feel tempted to sneak a peak? is she pitied? is she just another cadaver he practiced on in med school? is she an opportunity to boost his career? is she real? does she have a family and a lover? does she have a story? does the ( Read more... )

he and i did one of those things where i said something, then thirty seconds later we giggled and looked at eachother because we both had the same follow up thought. and it wasn't even "that's what she said" or something ( Read more... )