you ever feel like you just want to escape? I am really feeling that way right now. I just want to take a break from school. I don't want to be there because I don't know what i want to do yet so therefore i never go. I need to re-evaluate my goals. I don't know. I need a motivator, an inspiration, just someone to push me. But oh well. Besides that ( Read more... )

So it's been a while. Things are pretty good. David and i have been dating for 4 months and 2 days. It's pretty cool. It's really a big deal. I just kinda like him. ;) But yeah. Soooo i graduate in 15 days. it's pretty cool. i am pretty stoked. But uhhhh yeah. Wednesday is my choir senior night. I am nervous. I am singing cyndi lauper "time after ( Read more... )

I just want to hide away. I don't know why. Well i do. I just feel like everything is happening so fast and I can't stop it. I just want time to myself. No family, no friends, no boyfriend, no one. I love them all but...I feel like i am being bombarded by everything. I hate this. Everything goes so well for so long and then WHAM out of nowhere I ( Read more... )

i leave for panama on wednesday with blake and krista. It will be the shit.

My mom won't let me go to nashville for three days. That's it, three days. it's only THREE hours away. I am about to graduate. And she won't even let me got to nashville for THREE DAYS. If I were 18 this wouldn't be as big of a deal. Mother fucker.

I am never going to get out of this fucking town

But damnit, one more shift with Megan and I will turn in my two weeks without any second thoughts about it. Now, I like to think I am a generally nice person, but this...thing, she brings out the worst in me. Usually when new employees come to showplace I welcome them with open arms, I am courteous, conversational, and just all around welcoming. ( Read more... )

I got skipping on senior skip day. God. Damnit.

I love David Wiesjahn. There. I said it. I love him. This is definitely a very good relationship. I can't really say if it has been better than others because you can't really tell that until after the relationship is over. But it's definitiely shaping up to be one of the best. I really really really care about him, I love spending time with him, I ( Read more... )

Anyone want to go anywhere cool for spring break that would affordable? I don't want to be stuck here during my senior spring break.