I don't deal well with stress. I am, in general, a very high anxiety person ( Read more... )

For some reason, I can't get any work done today. Same with yesterday ( Read more... )

I like going to talks about "women in the sciences". Not because I'm a hardcore feminist who is sure that men are out to get me and I need validation for my beliefs, but because they often have interesting insights into decisions women make that set them back ( Read more... )

I decided to update again since I now if I don't, I never will again.
I just found out that I got cursed with Type O blood, while my lucky brother has AB. What the hell. If we get in a horrible car accident, he will have a better chance of surviving.
That sucks

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I have Orals soon. Oh man. It's a big test that determines whether I stay or go in grad school. I have a lot to do in the next month. And I have a head cold right now.

I got this email. I didn't know they were so hard-up on me doing busy-work that doesn't need to be done. What the fuck ( Read more... )

Geez. I used to be able to keep my shit together. Little outbursts that didn't do any real harm. Oh man.

It seemed like the only people who remembered were my grandparents ( Read more... )

My first one today, ever. 100% cotton. Size 46
They have holes in them so you can reach your pants pockets.

I can't get to sleep very well. I lie in bed for at least an hour and actively try to calm my mind so that it can drift into sleep. This almost always involves making up some dream and thinking about this absurd scenario for a while until it goes into nothing ( Read more... )