Semy my dear... You really need some sort of outlet for your emotions. They are so strong and passionate. You need to be an artist.. I don't mean need to as in the art might come out great. I mean need to as in you need a medium to release those emotions. Writing proved to be what helped provide some relief to me...
Thanks to you~ I know what you mean, I often feel like I'm exploding.. and writing helps me too, though not in the same way you do it, I think. I mean, this is the whole reason I still have livejournal I guess.
I don't talk to people around me about my feelings, not this way. Friends think I'm cheerful and cope fine with everything. While I just don't show it. I don't want to talk about it, I don't want to hear "aww poor girl, that really sucks, but everything will be okay" bullshit.
The reason I write on here, instead of a word document or diary, is because I feel like someone might hear me. It gives a weird kind of satisfaction to broadcast my misery to somebody, but nobody in particular.
A small part in me also still hopes for the source of the misery to stop causing misery.
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I know what you mean, I often feel like I'm exploding.. and writing helps me too, though not in the same way you do it, I think.
I mean, this is the whole reason I still have livejournal I guess.
I don't talk to people around me about my feelings, not this way.
Friends think I'm cheerful and cope fine with everything.
While I just don't show it. I don't want to talk about it, I don't want to hear "aww poor girl, that really sucks, but everything will be okay" bullshit.
The reason I write on here, instead of a word document or diary, is because I feel like someone might hear me.
It gives a weird kind of satisfaction to broadcast my misery to somebody, but nobody in particular.
A small part in me also still hopes for the source of the misery to stop causing misery.
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