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With every day, almost every step and moment, I am more and more sure that the decision I made is the right one. -
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Last Nights Dream.
Huge tornado stone-ish thing is destroying town, almost get eaten by it.
At Strangers Home, my parents Left me. Im alone with those weird People. Turned out to Be my roommates moving into my Apartment. Not Welcome. I end up having to hide in One of my rooms, also because im only wearing panties.
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nightmares
Right, I guess it is about time I do this ( Read more... ) -
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I sure hate that I feel like I am doing something wrong when I ask about his next day off ( Read more... ) -
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I always drop whatever im doing and turn my full attention to him, unless im actually working or parents are needing me.
Seeing that he hardly ever does the same for me hurts.
And i feel stupid about the things ill do or say while trying to get at least some attention. Especially when im blown off anyway
I should be used to it by now
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i wanted to tell but then i encountered rage ( Read more... ) -
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fuck, i think i just realized why i always get so panicky when he wants no-talking time ( Read more... ) -
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Not okay :/
Just laying awake even longer thinking thinking thinking.
I still don't get it. Probably never will, because i never ever felt that way.
Cant help but panic when the back is being turned on me.
Nauseous.
Just gotta keep telling myself all is good.
Just a mood. Nothing to worry about.
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...like a dog.
I hate it ( Read more... )