hey i havent written in sooo long. im at school right now. so many things have changed as they always do. i will write more when i get home ( Read more... )

hello. sorry for not writing in forever. ill try to be more consistant ( Read more... )

so theres this kid named aaron. hes so funny and nice. really nice because he always reassures me that he thinks im gorgeous. hes sweet. he makes me smile. thats always good. he has the cutest voice. hes in a band. he plays guitar. and hes cool ( Read more... )

3 days until christmas so exciting isnt it??

am i one to get easily confused? i think so.. thats the conclusion ive come to. i cant wait till christmas. its going to be so fun. you know what i want to do? i want to go outside and lay down. and watch the stars. with someone special. the end.

sorry i havent written in forever. and sorry i havent really been at church in a while. its those darn plays. they get me so worn out every time! but i went to church last night. and just my luck... hardly anyone was there. but i saw who i saw and i had fun. shawns party is tonite... that should be fun. im not sure if i can go yet. but i will call ( Read more... )

its sad to see people so sad at such a happy time. its also sad to see when people are hiding the sadness that they are feeling inside. its a horrible feeling to be confused. it must be a wonderful feeling to be sure of somethng. to be sure about someone. a relationship. ive never been sure about a relationship. hes not sure either. if he was sure ( Read more... )

life is crazy fun right now! its insane. after the chirstmas play is over, literaly the day after, i have a school play for two days in a row. but its cool because then i have winter break! man christmas is coming so fast. i thought this year would be different. i think every year will be different and it never is. im still single on chirstmas. it ( Read more... )

stay or leave i want you not to go but u should ( Read more... )

i just havent decided exactly whether ive won or lost. i think ive won. or maybe its that wierd part when youre in between and it could go either way. ive liked him for 8 months then i stopped. but we never stopped being best friends. and i kinda stated wondering about someone esle. then he (my best friend) said those magical words that light me up ( Read more... )

its a monday.

im getting ready to go to practice. im learning how to be a better dancing elf. its awesome. life is getting ready to get soo busy. i cant wait. i like this time of year. everyone is happy. well most are happy.

it is so true that you dont realize what you have until its gone. or how much you need it. ive given up on love. because ( Read more... )