fucken long beach, fucken driving lessons , fucken everything... eh i can't complain... hopefully i won't ( Read more... )

fucken journal..

i'm going to new york tomorrow ....yep.
i found a place to live ...a place i can call my own .. i can't wait to see all the happy shiny people in new york, riight. uuuuuuuuuuuuugh..
i'm horny

hello journal thing.. i'm bored ...and i suppose that makes me boring but everyone is intitled to being boring once in a while..otherwise i wouldn't be human ( Read more... )

i was reading people's entries and i came to the conclusion that i'm way better than half these people.. seriously

and not because i'm sober, i'm just better, you know it... you just don't wanna admit it

my entries are kinda crazy, huh?

i think i need to chill out... and i will anyways.. my shit storm is kinda over.. i was going threw an adjustment period...those are fucked. anyways.. everything seems to be flowing now.. calmly...so i'mma go and play some pac man. And reboooooot

oh boy, what do i write..hmmm well how about the fact that i wish i had brain damage and that someone would just ride me around in a wheel chair..stuffing my face full of meds,yep ( Read more... )

i customized my journal.. look.

Tumors are wierd if you think about it.. why do they form? do cells stop cummunicating and just keep piling on.. i definitly don't ever want to have a tumor.. if you ever look at people with elephantitis of the legs and feet (not testicles) you really see how full and heavy they are ...what are they full of.. when ever i think of a tumor i think of ( Read more... )

i dunno i fucken hate the weekends because then i'm free to think for myself.. and i go fucken nuts when there's nothing to occupy me... uuugh the warm weather's here too and that drives me insane..makes me wanna drink.. this was definitly my favorite drinking time of the year.. i dunno.. i fucken hate HATE HATE ( Read more... )

i'm not too sure what to write about .. my stomach hurts i think i'm about to start bleeding all over the place happy times , yea ( Read more... )