Let see, my car got totaled. It took me almost a week to find the title, so much for all that organizing I try to do. I almost lost my house, but I was able to get out of forclosuer by sending the mortgage company $9K that makes over $20K that I have sent them this year alone and I only owe about $15K more than its worth right now, yippy. Zeric has ( Read more... )

At about 4:20am, I saw something very strange in the sky above the Gulf of Mexico. I was looking at the stars and happened to be looking at Denab, when I noticed what I at first thought to be a plane. Then I noticed that I could hear the sounds of a thrust, and the noticed the tail end was glowing red, like a rocket or something, then it just kept ( Read more... )

Well I guess I only logged in to see if my account was still here. I am working at the tv auction house (again). I rode out my unemployment for a year and half. I am still going to SPC. Almost done with my first degree. Albert moved out awhile ago (he is staying with Zac and Tami). I guess I finally had Jason, My Love, but things just didn't work ( Read more... )

Well Albert is in jail right now for attacking me. The police took him away a few hours ago. He trashed my house, tossed a full bookshelf on top of me. I had nowhere to go, I put my arms over my head and took the full brunt of it... He ended up kicking things and knocked over everything he could reach. He knocked down another bookcase (the one with ( Read more... )

Well what a strange 4th of July this has turned out to be. I spent the night at Jason's and came home to spend the 4th with Zeric. On my way home I passed Carrie and Dominick's house (which is like 3 blocks away - they moved in there about year ago, I still say it was pretty messed up that she rented a house literally down the street from the house ( Read more... )

And so it begins!!! I really have myself stuck in a situation I can not simply wish my way out of... I have what I need and I'm getting what I've always wanted. This one is really more complicated than I could possibly begin to explain. My head spins with complications. Why do things have to be so complicated? Jesus First, Others Second, Yourself ( Read more... )

I am actually starting to think my house is haunted. But not in the kewl residual way, more like a lame haunting. For example at exactly 1:40AM on 5/19/10 (about a minute ago) I just heard guitar strumming, it was like three chords and it sounded like it came from the sofa right next to me. There is no speakers in the whole room. And there is only ( Read more... )

Well I started this day going to see the Space Shuttle Atlantis launch into space. Zeric and I drove across the state and we were within 5 miles from the Kennedy Space Center when the T-5:00 and we knew we would not make it to the beach. So we gave up along with the rest of the people on road and we pulled over and we had an OK view, we were close ( Read more... )

Ok so I had sent an Email to Jason like months and months ago, it was pretty long and I said that I understand that he doesn't remember me and that's ok, perhaps in time his memory will return and it doesn't matter because we can still make new memories. I asked him if he wanted to hang out with me. He replied with one sentence "GOOD, WOULD LOVE TO ( Read more... )

Well I just went back and read every single post I've made since starting this journal in 2002. It took a couple of hours. I can say that I was really messed up a lot in 2002 and 2009. Between Drugs in 2002 and Brad's Death in 2009. There were a lot of times when I stopped posting, When I was with David, he would not allow me to post, he didn't ( Read more... )