omg! im begging to think that no matter how hard i or anyone else tries...the whole thing is doomed no matter what. im getting emotionaly tired, im getting mentaly tired, and lastl im getting physically tired. lemme start with friday evening. ok well as usuall it started out great after school my gramma picked us all up from school and we went to ( Read more... )

actually today was even a lil great. but im having worries about this fri. i'm not worried that it can't happen because i know its going to. im just really worried that if it does then what. i mean i DO NOT want this to camoe back and bit eme in the ass in the end. i waont us to able to do this or something like it every friday becasue its fun. but ( Read more... )

im gonna start from like twenty minutes ago and go back just because the best part of my day happened only about 20 minutes ago. ok so i was on the bus sittin next to jamie and she was in her beyond crackhead mode...and i must say i love her when she gets like that. shes so happy and the slightest thing will set her off. well anyway she was sittin ( Read more... )

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i've had better of course like when i found out that clinton got caught with ole monika under his oval office desk or when i could be around scuba and jamie at the same time and i could say something a lil off color and not be worried that scuba would clock me. but those days are gone now. but today was pretty good. except when steve put cracker ( Read more... )

today was...how shall I say...FUCKED UP with stress on the fucked part. I mean really the only reason I'm not suicidal right now is because its shop week...and that's a bad thing when that's the only thing keeping a man goin. for further explanation of what I mean I'm going to paste two convos I was just having ( Read more... )

lol everyday when I get home I sit in my nice black full length computer chair and at one point in the day I fall into a deep restful sleep. I love this chair!. well anyway that's enough of me and the chair. Tonight Jamie and scuba went to the movies. I'm glad they finally get some time to spend ALONE together its good for them. I have to admit I ( Read more... )

well I don't know about GREAT but it was a better day then the rest of this week. today was the last day of W. H. and it was great because we didn't have a teacher for like one half of the two period block which was awesome. this kid named nick, who will do anything if provoked enough, through a fake seizure on the floor right in front of the sub. ( Read more... )

hi! I'm a lil better today then I was yesterday...I didn't write yesterday because something was wrong with the server I think because it wouldn't let me connect. but anyway this is how my day went. I woke up at about 6:30 A.M. and I gotta be out for the bust by 6:45 so luckily I had taken a shower last night because I really would have been late. ( Read more... )

thank god. he finally asked her out. now all I gotta do is wait...I hope god doesn't see my as evil or something but what else can I say? I need her like I need air. this is how I see it at the moment she doesn't like me like I like her so what I will do is just wait on the sidelines. I will not get in the way of any of her future relationships or ( Read more... )