jesus, hahaha its been a pretty long ass time hasnt it folks...lol, i wonder if anyone is gonna read this now...prolly not lol, i also have a journal at Blurty.com i dunno enough HTML it make a link in here...but ill just give you a URL at some point...umm...since my last entry...ALOT OF SHIT HAS HAPPENED ( Read more... )

well i wore my pther happy shirt like i said and i tried my best to be happy for her and it worked i actually got a complete snetence and ::GASP:: eye contact!!! This is good very good. and i think im going to patch things up with brenden sometime soon. im no longer mad at him. or at least i dont feel nearly as strong about the subject like i used ( Read more... )

well...today was...ummm....today was...not as bad as it could have been. i woke up this morning with a resolve to be happier today. not even remembering it was good ole valentines day(that didn't occur to me till i was listening to the radio in the car driven to school). well anyway i wasn't shaken by this only slightly un-nerved. i even wore my ( Read more... )

ok well my life is just getting worse and worse...i hope this is like only a phase thing god is going though because im really not happy. ok so well after i found out that steve has been DOWN HER FUCKING PANTS!!! i decided i would get depressed...although its not really something i think about and then do it just happens when my entire world goes ( Read more... )

ok me and jamie have this mutual friend named lauren. and anyway apperentl she isnt as innocent as we thought...all i know is that jamie asked lauren "how many FINGERS" and then jamie was like im so surprised at her and im like why she has been going out with her boyfriend jon for like 4 months. and she goes yeah but i never though she would go ( Read more... )

im talking to jamie as i write this and im listening to her stories of last night...she went to the valentines dance at school where she had a good time with scuba...and then after that she went to a wedding reception and she had a really good time there too WITH STEVE...im not upset that she had a good time with steve im only upset that i never ( Read more... )

well...this entry wont be all that long im a lil busy for once...but anyway im happy today because its friday and that means next week is shop week and then the week after that it FEBRUARY VACATION!!! which is awesome! and tonight is the valentines dance which im not going to but for some reason im still somewhat hyper from the idea of a dance ( Read more... )

i'm have taken it for as long as i possibly can. i just kept trying to make myself be better company with jamie and steve but after today i just cant be with them both at the same time. i have had enough of this...i can be wiht jamie and steve seperatley no problem. but it seems to me that they have this thing where they can't not make out when i'm ( Read more... )

sorry guys for keeping you in suspence if you even cared at all in the first place... i havent been writing in my journal because i just didnt want to...to say the least it has caused a lot of tensions between jamie steve and i. so i backed off from writing in it. even though jamie said she stoppedreqding mine i still thought that if i wrote it ( Read more... )

Here are a few reasons that i adapted, why guys like girls ( Read more... )