i wonder if theyre walking.
i hope olive sleeps for another hour.
i never want to hop like the bunny on tv.
heady weady hurty wurty
we are just a couple of teenage catgirls in heat.

youre fucking nuts
im a fish?
i think youre sick
you know im sick
you say you you you
you say you get like this

dumb through a screen,
feeling.
i want to feel you more
in my words
they are just words
dont get so mad.

my innards are still churning.

all i have to say is neon green leopard legs were all of the rage.

she quivers her lip...left side...my left...when she ponders. like the hairs themselves are thinking...or jumping...screaming...whining...raising their hands. "pick me, pick me"...in a high pitched squeal. "double bag those...please"...her under-eyes sigh...reminds me of the personality associated with a basset hound. a really obese old basset ( Read more... )

its always a good feeling...

making new friends...

making new boyfriends?

HA!

reassured.

im jealous...of nothing and i want to scream. i want to call and leave a message "I LOVE YOU"...like drama in movies. i want to be there. i want you to be here ( Read more... )

and i said ( Read more... )

i think its about me...im almost sure its about me. maybe not.

i just posted an entry...its private...but everything i wanted to get out in the open...

i dont know what it is...but its good. im still almost uneasy with rushing into the same comfort level...but im sure it will pass...ive spent much time ruling my feelings out and its hard to go back to something so quickly. its not stressful really...i have no expectations and none placed on me ( Read more... )