ding dang it. a few things have happened in my life that have made me tryely think. it sounds a little silly, because one is always thinking, even in sleep. anyway, i keep getting these really nasty stomach aches that make me think im about to throw up but then nothing happens and i just feel gross all day.i suppose it could be stress related but ( Read more... )

tihs not knowing thing scares me, it really does. when justin and i talk its like everything is okay and everything will be okay, but now the way he acts when others are around just kills me. i dont know if he he will ever be with m,e. i dont know if i will ever be with him. i cant get over this, i dont know how to get over this. its been twenty ( Read more... )

you work at BCC?
yeah you know me.

"just friends, for now"

i used to try to be more like people to be cool, then i realized how stupid i was ( Read more... )

chet held the wheel while i blew my nose.

upon entry the entry of my residence yesterday i heard the pleasant screech of mouse. i looked around for a bit and to my surprise, two infinitely cute baby mice[lucy and smithsonian]. so after much convincing mom FINALLY let me keep the darlings. lucy didnt look so hot last night before bed and i was a trifle worried. this morning i awoke to find ( Read more... )

its twelve thirty seven

i havent done anything relatively bitchin in about an eon

so i think ill take ms barbara ajello's advice and make it a great day[or not] BECAUSE THE CHOICE IS MINE!

this day will go down in historeeor at least el jayz.

ps im moving.

im back! [now that everyone has a my space and my compy is semi pop up free.]

due to the oveerwhelming popularity of the live journal, i opt to ditch the livejournal until it is out of style, beccause you all know how much i detest conformity. adios duderinos.