Oh my gosh, 2 hours until I leave to get on a plane for st. maarten.

and two weeks until kelly gets here

life can be okay <3

I don't feel like me anymore.
Where did I go?

Because I have.

There's gonna be a time that, after every conversation where I'm told I'm not good enough--I am going to walk away a little more bruised than the one before.Another little knife stab to my soul. They add up after awhile, you know? Pretty soon I'll bleed to death, internally, (figuratively) and it'll be done. (Whoa emo there, but that ( Read more... )

I don't know why I'm crying so much.
I don't want to go home, but i miss home.
a.k.a i want home to be here
a.k.a i want my boyfriend and my bed and my bathroom and my pets to be here with me.

And second semester is starting off quite difficult.
I hope i can make it through this time around.
I thought it was supposed to get easier...

My year in review will come shortly.
It got held off for some more important issues that arose.

In all, I love my friends, my family, and life.
I hope it is the same for you.

Final Grades for my first semester of college ( Read more... )

It has been a very long time since I have updated in this. I suppose I ( Read more... )

Midterm Grades

Ballet I A-
Modern I A
Music For Dance A
Composition I A-
Entry Seminar A
Dance Improv A

Hard work really does pay off, heh.

not really ( Read more... )

What has been going on, you're probably asking. Where the hell has Tara been? Okay, so maybe you're not asking, but it makes me feel good to think you read this often enough to miss it from time to time ( Read more... )