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[sensi_doctor]

This is going to sound really weird and make me sound really crazy. I'm not really crazy. I'm exhausted, and my brain power is completely used up for the first time since I got it so there's

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[beginstofly]

I was real! I mean am. I was totally real! AM! I mean, when we met, you had like that Thriller dude in the park with you so some of that might've been, like ... not AS real, but I AM REAL.

And I hope we are close

I don't know what you have to do, I think only you can know that, but I can be here for whatever you need! Just tell me! ... Yeah. Anything.

:)

[sensi_doctor]

I'm really glad you're real.

And hey, thanks!

[findaconstant]

I'm real.

If there's anything you need, or anything I can do, please let me know.

[sensi_doctor]

I'm really glad you're real cause I know we're friends! Right? We are. I know it.

Thank you. I don't know if there's anything anyone can do

[nothingsodivine]

I EXIST.

...Are you okay? I haven't seen you in awhile. Do I have to get you another stuffed panda or ply you with alcohol?

Oh holy fuck, I'm turning into Dmitri.

[sensi_doctor]

Oh hey! That's good! I kinda figured that you existed cause I've known you since the start, and I wasn't so good with the illusionary stuff back then. Unless I made up those memories, too. Uh. Thanks for letting me know!

I'm

I'm okay, yeah. I think or I will be. Maybe. I've just been in my own world so I don't think a lot of people have seen me in awhile or maybe they have. I don't know.

I still have your last panda! Another reason I knew you must be real. I'm cuddling it right now.

Congratulations on the marriage! I've been shipping you all since the start! :D

[ornobodywill]

Yeah. You have to. Look, kiddo. I'm sorry about what happened to Nate- really I am, but everyone's gotta come down off Cloud Nine sometime.

And, for the record, I'm real.

[sensi_doctor]

what happened to Nate?

[ornobodywill]

He died, kid. He's dead. I don't know what happened, but he's... Gone. All right?

We lose people sometimes and it hurts like fuck and you want to tear your heart out and stomp on it just to make the pain stop, but you have to deal with it, eventually.

I'm sorry.

[locked to the ASSFACE above]

[beginstofly]

Really? SERIOUSLY?

Who - what were you doing? WHY would you do that? Don't you have a fucking heart? Or compassion - or - or or TACT OR WHATEVER?

HE WAS FIGURING IT OUT ON HIS OWN, HE NEEDED TIME. And - and gentleness!

WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?!

Never mind. I KNOW who you are.

You are a dumbass. And a really, really mean person.

You are just mean.

... AND you SUCK!

[tempered_scars]

Yeah, you've got to.

Hurts like hell but you've got to stop.

And you can stop, JD.

[sensi_doctor]

Ye

Yeah

i can.