Shannan= Dumbest bitch ever ( Read more... )

Bye bye self respect, I havn't had much of it since you left, I missed out, on the best of you.

I still cant really get over the fact taht shannan and i are over. i still read her fucking livejournal, just to see if maybe she has something to say about me. she has this list of all the people that she misses, and i'm not even listed on there. she talks of having no one to really talk to, i thought that's what i was for. it's like she's ( Read more... )

i was going to let loose with words of hate toward shannan in this entry. Not because i'm an asshole, but just so she'd quit talking to me, because she's moving on with that sonofabitch kevin and it's the only way i'll be able to get over her. But i dont have to worry about accomplishing that anymore because i think she's pretty fuckin' pissed ( Read more... )

Usually the person who wronged the other in a relationship is the one trying to beg for things to be back to normal. Why am i the one that got fucked and I'm the only one left that cares? Every one of my friends tells me to turn and run from shannan and never look back. I thought our love was deeper than that, but she doesnt love me anymore. ( Read more... )

Ive come to the conclustion that theres not a guy in the world better then Kris.. Hes soo perfect in everyway and hes just I dont know.. great even though he was being mean today. I don't know I just love everything about him.. the messages he leaves me, the way he only smiles for me, his name Kristoffer Ryan Erickson<3, the way he laughs at me ( Read more... )

I think Shannan wants her and I completely over. Not trying to sit on the pitty pot, but I seriously think so. "Kris, you know how you see Kevin and I in the halls together.. well were not together but we both do like eachother." That's the first thing. The second thing is she's telling me that she doesnt want a boyfriend right now, but she ( Read more... )

I keep seeing Shannan and Kevin together. I'm so in love with her. I would do anything to have even the normal talking in the halls and hugs when we part. It's killing me. She doesnt have time for me, but she does for Kevin. Maybe i'm supposed to take a hint.

It's sunday. Things are bad. Nothing is right, and i fear that it will never be right again. I cant stand that things ended up this way. I got so fucked.

Today was interesting. I went to school and smashed my thumb with a medicine ball in strength training. It wasnt that bad, but it was bleeding, so I told freitag, and he said to get a bandaid but i went to the bathroom to wash the blood off. I'm pretty used to seeing my own blood becuase i used to get terrible nosebleeds, so i dont know what it ( Read more... )