i can't believe it is the date that it is today. i left a month ago--by month i mean three days---but the time seems to linger when i am away from home. i more often seem to think that home is the people that surround you than the surroundings themselves. i am in naples, fl. i've never been to a place like this before, but it feels like ever other ( Read more... )

ok, i'm not going to really talk about blowjobs....maybe now that i've mentioned it and have the thought of cocks in my head, i might have to. i really to love giving blowjobs. so many girls don't. i wonder why? i like to make men squirm and moan under the power that my mouth is exerting on their pikestaff. yum. i've been filandering about with ( Read more... )

hello, how is every feeling?, she said with a sneer that oozed with contempt. i can't help but narrate myself. so as everyone doesn't know i've just moved to georgia, the 3rd ring of hell. ok, perhaps i exaggerate a little....but really it is as hot as fuck in an oven here. just as sweaty. i feel a fool somewhat for my moving here. what the hell ( Read more... )

i lied, this has nothing to do with jesus. i'm a bastard. i know. it's been a long fucking time since i've written in this thing. months. damn. well, it's not like anyone but me reads this crap anyways. i think i just lost interest in typing my thoughts. this place is just killing me. i will say it has cultivated some useful traits. i am much more ( Read more... )

hello little people, how is the world today? i'm talking to myself, so why should that matter? life is good, well, better at least. i have two jobs, and i'm getting a third one. so hopefully i will have lots of money! ok, maybe not. but enough so that i can save money for school. the plan is: escape from savannah on a regular basis, spend two weeks ( Read more... )

hello, i think it's time to babble endlessly! yah! so....yeah.....things are okay. i don't think i'm going to have enough money to pay for school this quarter. i think i'm going to have to reapply. :( can't be helped, but i have two jobs now, so it's looking up. i FINALLY got my georgia id. oh, if anyone is ever thinking of going to ga, don't waste ( Read more... )

so girls are crazy. seriously. i feel sorry for anyone who has to date them. one of my roommates friends is complaining about boy trouble. how i would love to have her problems. i never really have problems with boys. i just have a hard time finding one who doesn't just want to fuck me. it would be nice to find a boy who has interest in me, not my ( Read more... )

i hate feeling. i fucking hate it. but every time i feel deeply about something it's as if i have just come alive. like i have finally realized the beauty of my pain. have i mentioned how much i hate georgia? i feel so smothered here, like i don't really exist here at all. did i ever really exist anywhere, i think not. to make my mood sink further ( Read more... )

hello. so best friend is coming in tonight, i've missed him so. i'm really excited. better yet my lover is coming in next weekend, he's just visiting friends here, but i will get to see him i'm sure. when he told me last night on im i got really upset about it instead of happy. i almost cried, i don't cry unless i'm really pissed off. i don't know ( Read more... )

ah, quills. if you have never seen this movie, i urge you to do so. the plot so we written, the sexual malice great. there is nothing greater than watching a fine movie unfold before you. it makes me want to write stories of a deviant sexual nature. there is one character in particular that i take great joy from, the abby played by joaquin phoenix ( Read more... )