Whoever convinced me to work 41 hours the week before finals needs to be shot.  Considering I did, let's home this doesn't become my suicide note.  I have to admit I was worried about Lacoste because my manager is complete ice queen, thank god I'm on her good side, but I'm really liking it so far.  I need to stay at Puma a little while longer until ( Read more... )

Hmm...everyone has been going back and looking at their old entries.  Seems to be one of those trends that slowly goes through LJ but for some reason I find myself too scared to look back...

In other news Ryan and I are finally brewmeisters or have the permission from our parents to be at least haha.  Our brewery (Ryan's house) will be named 'B&R ( Read more... )

Whenever goes Ian leaves town my life seems to suck ass for whatever length of time his trip is.  My life never implodes or anything it just somehow finds a way to blow.  No explanation why just something I've noticed ( Read more... )

I'm ashamed to admit that I'm worried about running out of steam before college is over.  I'm hardly a sophomore (if count that) and my mind is already plagued with these thoughts.  My shame continues as I slowly realize I feel more accomplished working at a shoe store than taking college classes.  Sad isn't it?  As much of a dick I act about Puma ( Read more... )

The whole college experience you always hear about is really falling into place.  I'm aware, of course, that I keep saying things like this but I keep uncovering new things to explore or experience.  I'm only in my second quarter of my freshmen year and I'm convinced that I've a lot more to discover ( Read more... )

finally

I swear if I don't do this in the next 24 hours I'm going to shoot myself.

In other news - I miss school.  Working a job that isn't BTNYP is fun, sure, but I really miss college. 

Stuck.  Stuck.  Stuck. 

These past few days have been such a whirlwind of emotions I really don't know where I stand anymore.  Thankfully, they've never really hit bottom instead they just go up and then spin out of control.  Things aren't bad at all I'm just confused and directionless ( Read more... )

Oh come on, that's just too ironic.