If every day is supposed to be a war, how am I supposed to find this love that I'm looking for?

May 14, 2006 00:18

My scars feel like they are ripping into me. A cashier at Giant asked me what happened and Scott blurted out, "Tree." I thought to myself, "No tree is that cruel." Only people have the capacity for that kind of cruelty, I am fairly certain. Nothing else, animal, plant, water, earth, or fire's ever hurt me as badly as I've hurt myself or as ( Read more... )

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"... it makes me question how worth it it is to be clean if no one believes it anyway." justaspaniard May 15 2006, 05:01:02 UTC

i believe. and always believed you capable.

incidentally, you were in my dream last night. you were sharing a bunkbed with some stranger. and you were laughing.
neat dream.

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Re: "... it makes me question how worth it it is to be clean if no one believes it anyway." sentimentalsway May 15 2006, 20:23:07 UTC
I haven't shared any beds with anyone lately.
You're still in my dreams sometimes, but not too often. I'd like to see you over the summer, at least once.

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Re: "... it makes me question how worth it it is to be clean if no one believes it anyway." justaspaniard May 16 2006, 22:21:09 UTC
allright. it's a deal.

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najy May 15 2006, 16:00:01 UTC
Oh silly girl
did you just make a happy entry?

Well I'm home now.
How about a smile in person?

(new phone, I don't have your number- you'll have to call.)

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sentimentalsway May 15 2006, 20:24:09 UTC
I'd love to see you.
it's 301.461.1323. I think I have your number, I'll have to check.
I'm not so sure whether that was a happy entry or not. Most of mine, lately, have been somewhat.. content, at least.
You can have as many smiles as you like.

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