I've sorta realized something. It hit me last night, and it explains a lot about who and why I am the way I am ( Read more... )

back to ATL tomorrow ( Read more... )

It's a strange, unpleasant feeling, missing people, no matter who they are or what their relationships to you are.

It's really fun being home. I'm back in Kansas City, and for once my sister is here too, it's almost like being a kid again. My parents cook for me, i get to sleep in my own room, my sister and i argue about trivial things like what channel we should watch on tv, it's the same house i grew up in, the same neighborhood, even my oldest friends are ( Read more... )

So basically I dreamt that Erick was in town and Mubina and Rhi were like "let's go to Famous," but he and I didn't go for a while, I ended up drinking 2 bottles of liquor, then he drove us to Famous where we met up with the girls, and I saw a bunch of people I knew(keep in mind this is a DREAM) and I'm not sure I remember exactly what happened but ( Read more... )

1.YOUR ROCK STAR NAME: (first pet & current car ( Read more... )

I can't sleep. I have to be at work in 5 hours, and I'm drunk and cant sleep. Plus my throat is killing me. All in all, this is fantastic.

I've started my new insane diet/workout regime. Hopefully I see results. Tired of constantly telling myself I'll do it and not pulling it off. Time to pull myself together.

All in all, won't complain. Life is pretty good right now.

I am so sick and fucking TIRED of myself

Ok...I had a strange dream where someone was yelling at me to put my friends in my book. Then I told them that my close friends each had a character inspired by them in the book. They then proceeded to punch me in the face. Then somehow Judge Reinhold, Billy from Beverley Hills Cop, got involved.