I cannot forget my mother.  Though not as sturdy as others, she is my bridge.  When I needed to get across, she steadied herself long enough for me to run across safely.

-Renita Weems

What is regret?

Compliments of wikipedia:

Regret is an intelligent (and/or emotional) dislike for personal past acts and behaviours. Regret is often felt when someone feels sadness, shame, or guilt after committing an action that the person later wishes that they had not done. Regret is distinct from guilt, which is a deeply emotional form of ( Read more... )

Pick me up been bleeding too long Right here, right now I'll stop it some how
I will make it go away can't be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone these feelings will be gone these feelings will be gone
Now I see the times they change leaving doesn't seems so strange I am hoping I can find where to leave my hurt behind All this ( Read more... )

Give to you

Only so you'll believe

And my desire

I'm dead without

Your rush and pull

Hard to forget

It numbs the soul

I need to know

Relishes fear

That you wear so well

It leaves me colder

Hating this thing

I always see

I'm always saying something

I always said

It's not the end of something

I'll stand alone

I never meant to hurt you

I always do

It makes no sense

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Make me beautiful

Make me…

A Perfect soul

A Perfect mind

A perfect face

A perfect lie

Relapse
Prevent trigger intent
Now drown
High strung
Say X amount of words

You're solar, bipolar
Panic disorder
Seems harder and harder and harder
Still you try to control it

You mold, you mold
Yeah you shape to mold
Oh you're bold you're bold
But your shape is bold

You're a symptom superficial
To what they call knowing you
Minus the speed,
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I was dead until you found me, though I breathed. I was sightless, though I could see. And then you came...and I was awakened

alright, tomorrow i'm off to europe until the 29th. Germany, Austria, Italy, Monacco, France, Switzerland and Romania if you're curious.

have fun while i'm gone!

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