evening bitches.

happy birthday, my friend...who i cannot name...meow...

so, i'm quitting this journal, and making a new one....if anyone cares, add me to your friends list so i can add you to mine.

the new one is *fanfare*

xrancorx

i stood in sweltering heat
under bright lights
on a crowded riser
and felt my voice join others in
fiery pangs of harmony;
i felt
the bass in my chest
the high-end women's voices
and those blending in unison with my own
and we screamed
aleluia
at nothing
but the sound
we created
and i loved it

i'm really not sure how to feel right now, or who i should talk to about it, or if i should even talk about it at all, or if there's any reason to think about it...

this is what living like this does...

i have come to believe that i have lived, and still live, my life as one who walks through an art museum, moving from room to room, admiring the beautiful works of others through their own chosen mediums of clay or oil on canvas or old, corrugated metal, all the while never contributing any real work of his own, outwardly content to admire the ( Read more... )

this is so hilarious...south park has ripped on just about everybody thus far, and they've finally gone after peta. sweet!

it's nights like this that make me feel like i did something right.

commercials are getting more and more fucked up as time goes on. between psycho mannequins and girls with their periods, i think i'm just going stop watching television...except for south park and chapelle's show that is ( Read more... )

i truly believe that this time off from school for four days is exactly what i needed to just...exist, i believe. i feel a bit refreshed ( Read more... )

i feel as if soon there will be a huge outpouring, some catyclismic event that will change everything. but as soon as i wrote that i realized that nothing ever changes all at once, only over time if you allow it to change. and i also realize that things have changed, like they always do for me and for everybody. i don't deal with change very ( Read more... )

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