well, i've finally entered the jungle i've been trying to find for years. I'm not a teenager anymore. For the first time in ten years i feel like one though. young, scared, and alone.

"and i will pretend that i don't know of your sins until you are ready to confess but all the time, all the time. . .i'll knowhe comes over my house like a ghost i subconsciously invoked four years ago. his eyes meet mine and penetrate me. they are so dark, so brown - so full of shit! i try to resist the invitation to embrace, to allow him to be ( Read more... )

I forgot to mention that I woke up at 3am recovering from a dream about {ssh} Jon. Work Jon. Dippy Jon. Jon Jon. Crazy. I felt so werid for awhile trying to decide if this meant I have a crush on him. The dream was so: nice ( Read more... )

She says: I suspect that your 'world' view is going through a profound transformation. Many of your friends open up your world and are there to help you realize your dreams; there is strength in numbers...

She being my physic. And she is very right. My friends are plenty and all so alive and different then I ever thought my friends could be. They ( Read more... )

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It floods my mind with abomination it corrupts my presentation of regeneration I've got no more investigations for my heart. I love only him. There's no better way to face the night then in disguise of my past lives and through the tunnel I could see one light- and it shines ( Read more... )

There are never enough hours in my day. Today has been both nostolgic and pleasant.

I woke up before my alarm went off this morning, which is a great feeling. I stopped at McDonalds and got an egg biscit on my way to work :) I got to work early. We were pretty busy which I prefer to being slow and bored. Justin got fired finally, so the it was a ( Read more... )

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Oddly enough sitting here at his practice space the things that are going through my mind don't have much to do with Joe at all. Or music really.Actually they do have a little to do with music. Just not Joe's music ( Read more... )

I know I am best
No wild drug angel
Could color you naked
a silhouette like masterpiece

and demand only song.

----Then model ( Read more... )