"the Older i Get" - Skillet

The walls between you and I
Always pushing us apart
Nothing left but scars fight after fight
The space between our calm and rage
Started growing shorter,
Disappearing slowly day after day

I was sitting there waiting in my room for you
You were waiting for me too
And it makes me wonder..

The older I get Will I get over it?
It's been ( Read more... )

Ever try so hard to keep a friendship alive but feels like youre the only one putting in an effort? =/ As much as i tried and as much i dont want to.. I give up.

Hopefully you will come around and turn back into the old you. Because honestly, i feel like i dont even know you anymore.

:-(

Drew He looks at me.
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be.

I'll bet she's beautiful,
That girl he talks about.
And she's got everything
That I have to live without.

Drew He talks to me.
I laugh, cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see
Anyone, when he's with me.

He says he's so in love.
He's finally got it ( Read more... )

What happened to my heart?
I can't feel anything from anyone anymore.
I won't let anyone in, i think it's slowly turning me into a cold-hearted person...

When i feel myself getting too close to someone i push them away?

I can't do this anymore.

I wish i could feel SOMETHING, ANYTHING, from ANYONE.

Whoa, I haven't updated in awhile. Thing's have been good though -well for the most part ( Read more... )

Been really distant towards everyone lately, i feel as if ive dug myself in a hole. But overall i guess you could say i'm happy. Just living life day by day not really worring about anything. I wish Matt would talk to me though, he wont answer my phone calls. It's been acouple of days since we last talked, i'm worried about him... i call to see how ( Read more... )

I find it funny how somehow i'm sometimes the talk in High School drama. Girls grow up, i never gave you a reason to talk shit. If you havent noticed i GRADUATED. So keep me out of your lame high school drama. :]

boys are stupid. they're all faggits.

Ugh. Same old boring shit.

My relationship with my boyfriend is going nothing but downhill, it's heading stright to hell.