in 2 days...
& I'LL BE FREE!
no more highschool bullshit for me :]
ive got SO many things that i hope do accomplish this summer;
fishin.. campin.. goin out on a boat.. road trips..
and not to mention me and chases ONE YEAR anniversary<3
i love him so much, fuck all you haters!
i have a feeling that this summer will be amazing;
i can feel it in my bones. ( Read more... )

My Surprise:

http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y52/BneathTheStars02/whodinni.jpg
His name is Whodinni :]
( like the magician, i just can't spell.)

so. my boyfriend has a surprise for me.
he says its little and fuzzy?
UGHGGYGUGfg;
i wanna know what it is so bad.
i just hope it aint a hampster. lol :x
better be something cute!

class of *O6
4 more days!♥

FUCK YOU 
for putting my best friend through a living hell.
FUCK YOU 
for getting in the way.
FUCK YOU,
 you need to stop hanging around other ppl's boyfriends  &&
pay more attention to your own, or whatever he is.
FUCK YOU
for dumping her.
& FUCK YOU
i dont think you've changed one bit. honestly you disgust me

Boys are fucking stupid.

the end.

Hah. i just done reading the new "gossip journal".
its pretty pathetic if you ask me,
who would soemone waste their time talking all that shit about people?
why not just go ahead and say it without hiding behind a computer screen.
ya know?
whateve.

This week is starting to turn out just like the week before.
stressful.
plus i think sometimes my boyfriend ( Read more... )

i feel like the shittest friend in the world right now.
i need to change.
theres so much that i hate about myself,
you dont even know.
and its not like i just started feeling this way.
ive felt this way for awhile now.
and it disgusts me.

Last day of spring break. FUCK.
but summer is coming :]

i didnt get to spend time with some of the people that i hoped to see more during the break;
but i still had a good time.

i saw chase this morning, well barely.
and i miss him already. 
For the past week i practicly lived with him.
i was at his house all day & night. 24/7.
& now that im @ home, i feel ( Read more... )

okay.
so. i had a rough morning. but everything is okay now.
i think//hope. but anyways. 
I WANT TO GO SWIMMING SOO BADLY RIGHT NOW.
but ive got no one to go swimming with.
& do you know why?
because i live out in fucking BFE, dont have a car and barly have any neighbors.
The neighbors that i DO have are old. so im out of luck.
im really suppost to be ( Read more... )

lately ive been thinking of the worst situations, soon enough im going to be a wreak. I let my fears get the best of me, my emotions are everywhere. i feel like whatever i do isnt good enough. i try but i fail. i feel like im losing my friends and even my boyfriend. its tearing me up so much. my insides are screaming to let them know, exspecaily ( Read more... )

You're An Idiot. :]