It takes a special brand of emo to drag me back to Livejournal.

Either that, or the best can of Almighty Exuberance that money can buy.

I have half a mind to actually delete my last entry or two. You creeps that read this and don't know me are probably shaking your heads at how pathetic I sound when I sit here and whine.

I have no reason to whine. In ( Read more... )

Two summers ago, I broke up with a girl I'd dated for over two years. It was painful, and I allowed myself to get over the relationship in mentally self-destructive ways. It came as no surprise, then, that I would end up being taken advantage of by the person I thought was my best friend.

Megan came into my life, and proved to me for the first time ( Read more... )

Every time I tried to sew the seams

It always came out looking worse

I thought I’d found the girl of my dreams

But I wasn’t the boy in hers

I went through that summer drowning in grief

Over me depression had ruled

She stole it away like a professional thief

Help lead me to the edge of the pool

Now I’m over the darkness, I’m over the pain

The pity that ( Read more... )

Well, shit. End of summer already? Where does the time go? Seems like just yesterday me and Wayne were in the garage, practicing table tennis for six hours straight. Great summer, crappy Idaho vacations aside. One of the best since I was a kid ( Read more... )

Isn't it funny how you think a problem is come and gone, that it's been resolved and you never hafta hear about it again, but then it comes back and bites you in the ass? For those of you who haven't yet heard, I think by now you've probably figured it out ( Read more... )

Hold tight there kiddos, this could be a long one ( Read more... )

Happy happy happy...
Nothing was wrong. Mary still loves me XD Happy days.
However, I still get the feeling that something's been happening lately. Somehow, I need to bring up with issues of her "ignoring" me and treating me differently sometimes. Problem is, how? I'm too afraid to do it... Any suggestions, anybody?

Well, I've stopped being pissed off like I was last night. I tried calling Mary twice today, but she didn't answer either time. I found out she was sleeping the first time, and I'm hoping that's why she wasn't there the second. What if she was just ignoring me ( Read more... )

Heeeeeey everyone. Just got back from the field trip today to the Cherry Blossom Festival, and you know what ( Read more... )

Don't you just hate it when you sit there and fell absolutely [i]no[/i] emotion at all? I dunno if I should be happy, or nostalgic, or pissed, or what-the-hell-ever. School's out for the holidays, and I did really well on my PSAT and progress report, but the time right before Christmas always gets me nostalgic and depressed, coupled with the fact ( Read more... )