I really have nothing to say. So why am I attempting to make a journalntry you may ask...well your guess is as good as mine ( Read more... )

Every time I think I can pull it off...it becomes the hardest thing in the world for me to do. I knew it would be difficult...I knew I would have to fight myself ever step of the way...but I never imagined it would be this hard ( Read more... )

My foot hurts...my head hurts...my chest hurts. My heart hurts even more! Whydoes that rule over all else ( Read more... )

So So So tired. I feel so waek right now and I hate it. I don't know why I feel this way...its like I have to use everything I have just to stand or walk. I literally feel like I could lay down and pass out before my head hit the pillow. Its been getting worse lately. Feeling worse that is. Not being able to concentrate...etc,etc ( Read more... )

I so thought this was Danny...and I was so playing along...being sarcastic more like. I still think its him...but I'm not sure anymore. So confused ( Read more... )

I'm so fustrated right now ( Read more... )

Another entry tonight...guess that means sleep hasn't come ( Read more... )

A day that took everything in me to make it through...followed by a night that took even more to survive. How will I deal with the horrible...when I can't even deal with the bad ( Read more... )

CortezHooker (4:44:44 PM): Hello ( Read more... )

Could happiness really be within reach ( Read more... )