Funny that I feel bad...that I wish he could talk to me and tell me whats upsetting him even when I'm so hurt by him ( Read more... )

I saw my baby today............

So much resentment, so much hate, so much pain, so much hurt, so much jealousy, so much love, so much caring, so much truth, so many realizations,so many lies reveiled.....

I want to cut and the crappy thing is I can't..........

I want to hate him so much...and yet I hate that I want to ( Read more... )

Scared...

Missing everyone...

In pain...bleh

I want to read my Bible...but it would seem I didn't bring it with me.

So soon I will have access to the internet on a regular basis again. Its hard to keep up with things when your computer use is very limited ( Read more... )

Prayer.................................................

Money...why does it have to be so important in this life. It means so little and yet it means so much ( Read more... )

Why is it so hard for me to smile today? Why is it so hard to be happy? Why do I keep trying when everytime I fail? One day takes more effort then I have in me.