Well lately my existence has been half horrible, half wonderful. I have been sick with some kind of virus that keeps making me throw up, but I think I'm over it now. I didn't get sick yesterday, so that's good. Other than that my life has been great. I went to the beach with the bf and some family and friends. It was beautiful. We had a blast. We ( Read more... )

That title just seems so appropriate given the trouble I've given myself to lately. Life has been strange, if you can really call it life. Sometimes I think I'm imagining it and I never really get out of bed. I've done a lot of things lately that just don't seem like me. But maybe, just maybe it's the new me. I'm not sure if it's a good change or a ( Read more... )

It has been so long since I posted anything on here. Life has been rough the past few weeks. Trey and I are no longer together, for lots of reasons. I still care about him, but I can't do the relationship thing with him anymore. A lot of things have changed. I've travelled a lot. I went to the Bahamas, Mexico, Texas, Florida, Georgia, Arkansas, ( Read more... )

Well, I finally did it. I got my first tattoo. Kyle, Zach, Rob, and I all somehow ended up at the new tattoo shop last night. Three of us got tattoos from this cool guy named Mikey. He really knew what he was doing. I love mine. They all look so good. I got an ouroboros on the inside of my hip. It's a little bigger than I had originally planned for ( Read more... )

I have been having a weird last few weeks. Sometimes I just don't have time to sleep. When I have the time, I just can't seem to fall asleep. When I do manage to get a few hours in every now and then, I have these crazy dreams and bad nightmares. I'm always worried about what I am going to to be thinking when I wake up. I've been going to sleep ( Read more... )

Today I feel kind of strange. This school year will be over within the next week. When I come back I will be a junior. It seems like I just left home for school. This summer will be crazy. Trey will be back. I will be gone for a month. I'll be back in Pulaski after that for good. I will probably be back and forth between my dorm room and wherever ( Read more... )

So its another day when I feel like I have too much to do. I have a lot of those lately. I hate finals week. I have a Harwell paper due Friday and he hasn't even given us our take-home test yet. I have a Bioethics paper due Friday too, but lucky for me those are a piece of cake to write. I also have a Lee test coming up soon, I just don't know when ( Read more... )

So yesterday was Friday the thirteenth and Trey and my's one year anniversary. I can't believe it has been a year already together. I miss him like crazy. It feels like just yesterday I was all sad and mopy because he just left again. It is only fifteen more days until he comes home. I had so much fun tonight at Seth's house. I wish he had been ( Read more... )

So yesterday was Valentine's day. I spent it without Trey. I talked to him yesterday morning though. I miss him more than ever. Despite the fact that I was lonely with him gone I had an okay day, at least until the end. I was contacted late last night and told I had been sent flowers. I got a dozen beautiful roses from Trey. They are sitting in my ( Read more... )

I have this strange peace right now. I'm not sure why. I've been thinking a lot lately, and I have come to realize something. Lots of things that I thought at one time mattered, don't really. Very little really matters in the whole scheme of things. I have decided to get rid of all my grudges and make peace with everyone that I have been at odds ( Read more... )