I haven't posted in a while but it hasn't been for lack of things to post about: 1) Half Marathon 2) Working 3) Coachings 4) Candide Rehearsals.

( Half Marathon )

I swear, time is going backwards today. I looked at the clock and it said 2ish, then 30 minutes later it said 1ish. Now it is only 3:30ish when what I swear was an hour ago it was 3:30ish as well.

Plus, I printed the death of a tree.

Small steps... very small - 2 months, many more since pleasure took root ( Read more... )

In my dream, we sat in my first love's living room. The second night that my dreams have brought me there, and the second night it was filled with a different family. He sat on the couch behind me, pulling a strand of pearls from his pocket, a strand I thought was stolen, lost forever, the strand my mother gave me, that her mother gave her. The ( Read more... )

So I had my first experience with a Wack-a-doo visiting the Federal Building. I figure that temping for a full week here, it was bound to happen. He was going on and on about the attack on the court house here some time ago -writing a personal story as he put it. I think he was a certified Wack-a-doo. 1) Talked loudly to himself when no one was ( Read more... )

It has been too long. I feel, I know if I open, it will all work out in the end. Already, my heart has a fullness and an expansiveness about it. Still feeling and seeing and knowing I'm not alone.

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Now it tells me I'm not angry, that anger is a secondary response and that my basic feeling is one of either guilt, inferiority or inadequacy, fear, and trauma or pain. Mmmm. I simply feel this book is stupid. Yes, I think this is the appropriate way to express myself. I am supposed to get in touch with the root of my anger, ok, and express it in a ( Read more... )

I have to give it my all because if I don't, I will wonder, I will always wonder. In the end, it will be ok. No, in the end, it will be amazing and more than I could ever have dreamed.

"You need someone who will be your biggest fan, who will believe in you even more than you do, who will be there to pick you up when you are down ( Read more... )