its been pretty crazy these past couple days
i started as a manager at South Coast on Monday
it's really cool there. i like the ppl, but i miss my Brea girls

107 lbs.
working out every day
haven't had soda in forever
now i just need to get some sun
: )

...got off my lazy ass and started working out
108
wanna be 100

my mom says im too skinny...that means im doin good lol

no more fast food
no soda
lots of water
calorie counting

fuuuck, this is gonna be hard to do with no substances
but im pretty determined

...i'm pretty sure ive gained 3 lbs in the last 3 days

i was doing so good

no fast food, no soda

fuck
fuck

im turning 21 in 16 days
i will be clebrating at HARD13 with jeremy and whoever else i have deep, meaningful, drugged out, 2 minute converstaions with

which reminds me...i have no friends

my name is fat ass

shit

things are goin good
movin out of the ghetto in exactly 2 weeks
im down to 110 lbs
i've lost a total of 13 lbs since January
i finally have my cheeck bones back
EDC is in 15 days
gettin party favors today hopefully

next step...find a job

ive lost 8 pounds : )

about a million more to go

I just found out that im 1/4 Costa Rican

so that makes me 1/4 Nicaraguan, 1/4 Costa Rican, 1/16 Native American, and the rest just plain White lol

randooom

so last night me n jeremy went to tule's cuz he had a party and it was sooo much fun...until joe showed up ( Read more... )

jeremy gets out of jail on monday...i think im gonna go pick him up from the airport on tuesday : )
cant wait to see him