okay, since I haven't written in a while, Let me update. I am at work right now. I am a data entry temp in marketing at the school I graduated from (with my AS ( Read more... )

I have no idea who all knows this diary exists for me. I know 3 of 3 people, but anyone else who could leak info... hehehe

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

I just got finished taking a test in RMC (Recording and Mixing Consoles) it was hard as heck! I don't really see the point in learning what a specific button of one specific consile is going to do in the long run. to see what the buttons do and how they relate is what is important. when we get out into the industry we will have our time to laern ( Read more... )

thanks to some proding, I am finally updating ( Read more... )

I am finally in my college courses. (I am in the middle of a break from my first PC repair course.) it is a little intimidating. they are using all the tearms I ahve hear, but I don't know what those terms are used for... I will after this 6 weeks are up... I have to pack a book 1090 pages, in 6 weeks, not to mention learning music theory, and ( Read more... )

I was talking with him on the phone last night, and for some out of the blue reason he began to talk about where things are going. from what he told me, he has been thinking the same things I have been thinking, about breaking it off. he is mainly concerned that I don't know what I want. sitting here thinking about it now, I have my response, but ( Read more... )

well, I thought I had broken it off with mohamed, but when it came down to it, I didn't see why it would be best to not be with him. smart people do stupid things many times. I've been able to enjoy the past few weeks, but I've begun to think again. I enjoy the time I have spent with him, and he is helping me to better myself. he tells me the same ( Read more... )

For all the thinking I've been doing lately, not much is getting done. I've been thinking about the gravity of lifes situations. Relationships with people closest to me, about how, and if, schooling is right for me, and about how I am to gain a propor independance. my future, in short has finally decided to tell me to do something with myself. it ( Read more... )

I have been riled. as soon as I asked the question, I started placing my anger on one source. while this souce is justified, it is not the reason I am mad. my incompitent, air-headed aunt is why I am mad, but I will lay into her later. the reson I wanted to write was to sound off about my father. he hasn't been super involved in my life since I ( Read more... )