we have a new neighbor who moved in right next door to us. he has been re-modleing the house, and my mom has been uber jealouse. well she FINALLY decided to mow the lawn, and she got to talk to the newbie. he gave her a tour of the house and all it's new trinkets. again, uber jealouse. aparetnly the guy is from centrial scotland, accent and all. he ( Read more... )

there is something about me and socialozing with people I work with that is a bit strange. I never really thought that anyone would go for the same things I did, but I found out on friday, that a few minuites after I left gameworks, a co-worker of mine, and her friends were there, and stayed till 1am. I was thinking of trying to join her group, ( Read more... )

good things have been happening lately. just yesterday I cleaned my room (still some dusting needs to be done) I am actually thinking of replacing my curtains (since I have them) the floor is clear, and has been vacuumed, I have been burning incence, so it smells good too. now all I have to do is wait for the laundry to be finished. I don't want to ( Read more... )

gosh, a house with no people... it's too quiet in here... yesterday night, after watching feardotcom alone, I was extreemely aware I was alone. I wasn't frightened, just a little depressed. there was only one person online to talk to, and not being able to hear a voice was just disconcerting. I'm not too sure that my friend would have liked me ( Read more... )

I can't believe it! yesterday I was aproached by the secretary at my modeling school, and asked if I was avaliable to do a fashion show on saturday! I even get paid, and a 30% discount on clothes, if I whish to buy them. I get fitted today, after I get with Gina to practice. I so happy. but I don't think it will hit me till after the show (when i ( Read more... )

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this is a poem brought about by the happenings of one hour of being in a house alone. (more went on than me being without supervision)

You give me inspiration,
To go beyond my bounds,
I didn't know of my retention,
Till you came around.
My feelings start to scare me,
No sence I've known before,
My emotions seem so empty
I'm never to be sure
It's just you ( Read more... )

It has been drawn to my attention, of a rather interesting item on Amazon. I will just let the reviews speak for themselves, The Harry Potter Nimbus 2000 Broom! Even it you don't like harry potter, you may get a kick out of reading it's "special features" (not just for the recommended age group anymore) the kids play for hours in their room, and a ( Read more... )

if ever I am online, I have 1 of 2 reactions. I either go on for a few minuites, or I get on for 3-7 hrs, all the while doing nothing of great improtance, and trying to avoid repeating everything I always do. in either circumstance, I always seem to try to find people to talk to, and when no one is on, or no one is talking, I go looking for people ( Read more... )

this afternoon I got a notice saying my payment was late for the modeling school to which I am attending. THEY EVEN THREATENED ME WITH BAD CREDIT!! I was soo mad at them, that I just laid into it, and demanded they give me a refund, just let me give you the letter (ps, my account number was in the subject line and also in the heading, so they ( Read more... )